knight's move

I am into numbers. I love calculating tips correctly without help from my cell phone or casio calculator watch. I get such satisfaction out of them that it's actually kind of sad. My love for numbers extend to my love of Sudoku also.


On the other hand, I suck, I mean SHIT, I suck at crossword puzzle or Rubik's cube. Don't you dare bringing those near me.



On totally different note, I am afraid of large strangers. I am the first one to admit it too, I think. I guess thus my love for small creatures such as smurfs and gnomes. Is that size-ism? I want some input on this one for sure. I want to get to the bottom of this because I am uncomfortable with the fact that I am afraid!

Love and peace

I watched many horror films as a kid. On looking back, maybe my parents should have censored what we watched or read little more but it's already been and done for. Can't cry over the tipped milk. Although I never ended up reading much comic books nor Ym nor Seventeen, at least I got to watch banned movies of the childhood.

I still like horror films. Not new remake-y ones ( such as Jason VS. Predator ) but love the classic old ones. Actually, I really liked 28 days later. Haven't had the guts to watch 28 weeks later because I was told it's really gore driven.

Anyways, here are the top 4 horror films that left strong impression on my still malleable brain:
1) The return of the living dead - First zombie you see is in a barrel full of tar. It ends with nuclear bomb.

2)Evil dead - The last scene, to this day, it is burned in my cornea.

3)Alien ( the original ) - Acidic drool......

4) Shining - I saw this movie during the day, but it still freaked me out.


As you notice, I apparently like zombies quite a bit.

I cannot get over it

This is a picture of "normal" toes.
This is a picture of webbed toes


TOES TOES TOES

I just can't stop looking and picking at them. You could say that I have foot fetish to a point. Toes, I love looking at them and hate looking at them. People with gross feet weirds me out. I think gross nails to be specific. Gross toes and nails on anyone, man.

Mind you, I am the proud owner of mangled right pinky toe-nail. I just hate it and I have thought of the ways so the pre-existing nail will fall out and the new one will grow. I don't think I can do anything about it though and it saddens me.

I love touching my toes a lot for some reason too. I love looking at people's toes also ( so long they are normal or pretty looking or super weird ) I just like to clarify that toes don't get me excited in sexy way, rather, I like to look at them as science specimen. I'm sure other people have thing about body parts also but too shy to admit it.

Well, I am not ashamed to say that I am interested ( or grossed out ) by toes as well as people's scalp smell ( but not greasy hair ).

my idols

I am so into Sherlock Holmes. Books are good, but really, I love Jeremy Brett from Granada series Sherlock. That Sherlock was my first major crush as a 5th grader. I loved the general malaise, melancholy yet weirdly ADD feeling of this Sherlock.

P.S. The dude next to him is Mycroft Holmes. He is the older brother of Sherlock and he is far more brilliant than Sherlock, but he suffers from laziness;therefore, Sherlock is more well known. 

Another one of my mild obsession is Angela Lansbury from Murder, she wrote. I don't know what's so great really, but I love that show and I love Angela Lansbury. 

Frog brothers from Lost Boys are awesome too! But they are more in the line with Atreyu from Never Ending Story though.